After so long le ...
He is still the same ...
alway make me disappointed...
He forever will only think for himself ...
Will not think of others feeling ...
forever so selfish ...
only will call or find me when he need me ...
I am a living human not your toy ...
You will just throw me a side when u dun need me ...
from last time till now never change ...
I already give u alot of chance ...
But the fact never change ...
your selfishness ...
And only thinks that you are right ...
other people in this world is all wrong ...
Make me disappointed ...

你说了一万遍的你爱我

你说了什么我都懂

因为爱很久 所以我都懂

可是我发现没人能永久

就算我们曾勾勾手 还是会寂寞

没有你之后 我才明白的更多

你看着我来 我看着你走

生命有太多分分合合

难免要承受的痛

就算捂住耳朵 我还能听见你呼吸的温柔

就算我会心痛 你的好永远都填满我心中

My test I .......................

PASSED!!!!

wahahaha ....

Next is your turn ya?

And Happy ex 8th month anniversary!!!

Tomo is 26th le ...

If we still together,

tomo is our 8 months anniversary ...

ytd on the way home ...

i saw someone look like you, he is seating in front of me with his girlfriend in the bus ...

he is seating inside near the window and his gf is outside ...

then suddenly this guy change place with his gf and ask his gf to lay on his shoulder to sleep ...

lol let me think of that time you did the same thing ...

so sweet ... but now i think can forget about it ...

now to me you are just a very good friend of mine ...

or i should say ... a good bro bah ...

somethings our happy moments still fly into my mind ...

but i will try not to go and think too much about it ...

I scare my tear will flow again ...

actually now also not bad la ...

we can still go out together ...

can still chat on the phone ...

maybe we are only meant to be friends ...

very close friends bah ...

HAPPY 8th MONTHS ANNIVERSY TO US!

maybe not "US" maybe "ME"!

I should enjoy myself tomo ...

and tomo is also June's Birthday ...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY COUSIN !

Tomo we go enjoy ok?

我会在没有你的国度里
好好专心的想你
不断逃避
我的心就不会死去
如果这是我爱你最好的距离
我愿意永远的离开你
如果这是你给我最温柔的暗示
我可以永远的忘了你
如果这是我爱你最好的距离
我愿意欺骗我自己离开你
如果这是你给我最温柔的等待
我可以孤单的走下去


PS: For the one which I could not forget for life ... silly boi!

你的影子无所不在
人的心事像一颗尘埃
落在过去 飘向未来
掉进眼里就流出泪来
曾经沧海无限感慨
有时孤独比拥抱实在
让心春去 让梦秋来
让你离开
舍不得忘
一切都是为爱
不要再想你，不要再爱你

让时间悄悄的飞逝，抹去我俩的回忆

对于你的名字，从今不会再提起

不再让悲伤，将我心占据

让它随风去，让它无痕迹

所有快乐悲伤所有过去通通都抛去

心中想的念的盼的望的不会再是你

不愿再承受，要把你忘记

我会擦去我不小心滴下的泪水

还会装做一切都无所谓

将你和我的爱情全部敲碎

再将它通通赶出我受伤的心扉



PS: For the one which I could not forget for life ... silly boi!

Everyone in this world seem to hate me ...
First is boyfriend dun want me ...
and left everything to me ...
let me suffer on my own ...
after then i had no choice but too accept the stupid reason he left behind ...

But my own family also hate me ...
all i want is a place that is quiet and let me have my own space to think of my stuff and sleep peacefully after a full day of work ...
but my sis would alway like to watch show on net whenever i wanna sleep at night ...
and when i ask her go out ...
she still can ask me go and die lor ...
I will die someday for sure ...
i know i will ...
If i am rich ...
I will sure move out of this house ...
then she will be happy ...
my mum no nid to nag at me ...
no nid to help me wash clothes ...
since she hate it so much ...

Odie Boi Bathe ...

My Photo shots

like words say in the picture ...

My world is black and white

When will be my turn ...
Everybody getting marry lei ...
Uncle ...
Cousin ...
all getting marry ...
hmmm ...

Haiz ... another Friend of mine get marry le ...

When will be my turn?

And when will be my close friends turn?

One of my close friend Jaiya getting marry end of next year in Batam?

Only me and brina invitied...

His wife to be is a nice person ... really give them all my blesses lolz ...

Maybe "MARRIED" This word will not click on to me ...

People alway say ... the more you want a thing, the more the thing will not happen to you ...

and currently i am stuck in this complicated r/s ... I think quite hard for me to send out red bomb within this 4 years bah ... As the people i meet all "haiz" ---> I mean the relationship i got into, all too hard to go on ... Anyway ... forget about it ... I am just a boring person with boring life ... Nothing good about me !!! Whatever it is here is some other Jolene's birthday pic ... thanks to Andrew for the fast upload ... lolz ...

The thing happen to me on the past and i wanna tell u ... (in red)

I have nothing more to say...
disappointed and everything ...
all in today ...

你總愛編織謊言 我負責配合表演
所有改變 只為了進入你的世界
這情節 重複了一百遍
才發現 是你的心太野
你劃定楚河漢界 我不能輕易犯規
所有時間 都是先給了你優先權
不自覺 愛到不敢冒險
成了你的傀儡一年兩年
才看見我有多狼狽
愛到妥協 到頭來還是無解
綁著你 不讓你飛
歷史不斷重演 我好累
愛到妥協 也無法將故事再重寫
你已下最後通牒 我躲在我的世界
你只是害怕一個人睡
我不想在為你掉淚
我瞭解 不會變 不再徘徊
開始自己的明天

I am more then happy enough!!!

Maybe you will just say i am silly ...
But this 3 days i am more then happy ...
Have you accompany me ...
I like so long never be so happy before le ...
when i am with you ...
My smile will be sweeter ...
i smile from my heart ...
Thanks ...
And dun nod is it qiao he ?
Sometimes we like belong to the same world but sometime like not ...
like that day when i say after work wanna go bugis ...
so qiao he also going bugis to meet his mum ...
so in the end i meet him and we have dinner with his mum ...
then When i feel like eating chocolate ...
just nice he is eating it also ...
then sometimes we also say the same thing on the same second ...
lolz ...
since last time i already think that our mo qi not bad ...
like there is this link in our heart ...
but too bad ...
we only can be very good friends ...
no matter how hard i try ...
the clock will not turn anti clockwise anymore ...
but at least i am enjoying this special r/s we are having now ...
loving someone no need to be tgt wif him ...
as long as i can still contact him, go out with him and know that he is doing good ...
i jiu very happy le ...
although in my heart, sometime the sad feeling will still remind me of the pain ...
But i think this is the feeling that make him stay in my heart forever bah ...
As i say ...
No matter how bad he turn ...
or how things get worst ...
I will still be by his side when he nid me ...
like this few days ...
I nod that he very stress in his new job and craving for suake sushi ... so accompany him go play pool and bring him go eat ...
actually he is not as bad as ppl think about him ...
sometimes he will still think of my feelings ...
he never say anything ...
but i can feel ...
some small little things jiu can tell ...
like he never ride bike to BBDC ...
we go eat coffee shop instead of the jap at safar ...
he accompany me take bus instead of he ask his friend can fetch him ...
we took mrt instead of take cab ...
i can see and feel ...
but i like and enjoying all this small little things that he do for me ...
bless him in his work and everything ...
and thanks for not treating me like a stranger ...

Ytd when to play pool with him ...

Super long never play pool le ...

every time my friends play, i will just sit beside and watch ...

Ytd i play ... score is 11 - 4 ...

Not i 11 OK ... Is he 11 ... I 4 ...

What the hell lor ...

Eeeeee...

Bully me ... lolx ...

And he grow fat le lor ...

Last time he always say me fat ...

Now he also fat ...

Become cute fat fat le lor ...

Eat eat eat ...

lolx ...

Ok la ...

at least he seem happy ...

I jiu happy and ok with everything ...

tomo playing pool again with him ...

hehe

PS : you take pay le better treat me go eat hor ... bleah!!!

And drive carefully hor ....

Jolene's 21st Birthday !!!!
Enjoy myself that day with game and food !!!
uploading more soon ...
And in the end still got this kind driver send me home ...
Yes Kelvin thanks for sending me home with your "SP"...
enjoy seating your BIKE!!!!

Finally from dun nod when ...

We start to become strangers ...

Not i wanted to be in this way ...

But he started it ...

Talk to me in a strange way ...

Whatever it is ...

Maybe this will be a good start for both of us ...

Maybe he will find a better gf bah ...

maybe she will be better then me ...

Just hope that if this person really appear ...

Pls take good care of him ...

Bless him with all my love ...