Stress and Moody!

Sad sad sad !!!

Moody Moody Moody !!!

Dun nod for what reason ...

Just feeling super eeee ...

Moody ...

Maybe becus of some stupid things and stupid people ...

Haiz ... dun nod le ...

And office gonna merge with Sotong Ball Side ...

EEE...

Dun like lor ...

super stress ...

Feel like going for a walk ...

And when i get paid ... i wanna go clubbing ...

Maybe with Chun Long Or Rui Qi ...

Go and relax and get myself crazy in the night ...

to many stress and disappointed things happen to me ...

Haiz i already say in nothing is free in this world lor ...

If i got a few days of happy and good time ...

There also be a few days of bad times ...

What to do?

Just relax and look forward to the great days after the bad lor ...

If there is a Pill can let me choose the memories i wanna delete ...

I think i will be the first to use bah ...

Forget all the "LOVE, SWEET, SAD & DISAPPOINTMENT" I get in this relationship ...

A get a brand new life ...

Not like now caught in the middle of no where !!!

Ok ...

few days never blog already ...

alot of things happen ...

disappointed & happy all come together.

DISAPPOINTED

This is not the first time i am feeling disapoointed with him ...

but this time round ...

haiz ...

i dun nod how to start ...

but i a long grandmother story ...

and the Conclusion is:

I had become a brainless and stupid person out of no where ...

and all this come out from his mouth ...

I already tell him i dun wish to quarrel with him ...

But ...

Haiz ...

Nevermind ...

therewill not be any change to let me quarrel with him again ...

becus from now on ...

he is he ...

I am I ...

We will not cross each other line ...

last time he say that i am childish ...

but in the end ...

he is with someone which is more childish then i am ...

and what i do for him last time till now is just my stupid act to him ...

But now is all over ...

I think he will be super happy bah ...

if he see this ...

he alway wanted this to happen ...

Cus he that day just tell me ...

I am still so sticky toward him ...

now i will not stick to him already ...

I will let him go ...

Go off completely and he can go for wat he wants ...

no need to scare that there is any misunderstanding ...

HAPPY

Happy is i had booked my chalet and i am already on the process of planning for the food ...
and i had booked the time in all my friends calendar ...
And i feel so excited ...
Hope i can have a unforgetable birthday chalat ..
and on my facebook event list ...
he msg me ...
and tell me he may or may not be going ...
But i never reply ...
Just dun wanna bother he anymore, with any misundstood between us ...
So let it end here ...
He wanna go like who is his business ...
no my problem anymore ...

21st Birthday Chalet !

Hi friends ...

My Birthday Chalet is confirm ...

I will be celebrating my 21st birthday on the 12th Dec 09

From 5pm to Midnight !!!

Join in the fun with me ...

Below is the map ...

This is how it look like from outside ...

This is the living Room ...

Another view of my chalet living room ...

The Bedroom ...

The cooking area ...

I guess will be very fun bah ....

The Best Song to Describe my feeling toward "him" !!!

你总爱编织谎言我负责配合表演

所有改变只为了进入你的世界

这情节重复了一百遍

才发现是你的心太野

你划定楚河汉界我不能轻易犯规
所有时间都是先给了你优先权

不自觉爱到不敢冒险

成了你的傀儡一年两年

才看见我有多狼狈

爱到妥协到头来还是无解

绑着你不让你飞

历史不断重演我好累

爱到妥协也无法将故事再重写

你已下最后通牒我躲在我的世界

妥协-蔡依林

你划定楚河汉界我不能轻易犯规

所有时间都是先给了你优先权

不自觉爱到不敢冒险

成了你的傀儡一年两年

才看见我有多狼狈

爱到妥协到头来还是无解

绑着你不让你飞

历史不断重演我好累

爱到妥协也无法将故事再重写

你已下最后通牒我躲在我的世界

你只是害怕一个人睡

我不想在为你掉泪

我了解不会变不再徘徊

开始自己的明天

爱到妥协到头来还是无解

绑着你不让你飞

历史不断重演我好累

爱到妥协也无法将故事再重写

你已下最后通牒我躲在我的世界

I am Sick!!!

So sian lor ...

I am sick again ...

I having flu ...

And fever ...

Eat Panadol already ...

But my fever keep come and go ...

eeeeee .......

Feel so uncomforable lor ...

Feel like crying ...

super stress ...

Wanna take MC today ...

But my collegue sms last night say i need to get my CSO done by today ...

then cannot take MC le ...

Ar ...

feel like crying lor...

super stress ...
and i come to office today ...

my contract attactment ...

pile on my desk ...

that means i got to do OT today to finish it up ...

arrrr ....

How i wish i am at home now ...

With baby and resting ...

Arrr ...

Hate it ...

All i one person do ...

Pay still dun rise ...

Stupid Company ...

Ok la ...

After i work so hard ...

I got two happy day...

haha ...

Monday and Tuesday ...

Hehe ...

accompany by my friend ...

Thanks ya!

No nid to say names ...

You know who you are ...

Thank you ...

And hope you feel as happy as i am ...

Ya not to forget Steph Birthday Party !!!
On the 6th Nov
OMG ...
Same day with my sister birthday ...
hope my driving lesson not on the same day too ...
but nvm la ...
I will come late at night ...
And i just recieve her email

At Pasir Ris again ...

Hope my birthday chalet can also faster book ...

ok ...

Stop here le ...

Must continue with my work le ...

if not today OT until midnight also cannot finish ...

Ok Friends!!

I LOVE YA!

HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERARY TO US !

To: You! (Silly Boi)

wow ...

1 year le ...

so many things happen in this one year ...

today ...

is a very memorable and emo day ...

Loved started here ...

But dun nod where to go ...

Know you as a irritating guy ...

and slowly a Humor guy ... 

then a caring guy ...

and lastly a lovable guy ...

"This when i love you" 

but i am just too shy to tell you ...

but in the end ...

you had the same feeling with me ...

and we got tgt ...

in between ...

we do quarrel ...

but we at last got to understand each other more ...

and we are back to square 1 again ...

but now all the unhappiness is over ...

we are more happy then last time ...

By the way Happy 1 year anniverary !!!

If fate bring us bring again ...

没想过我还能握着你的手

还能和你一起走一起走
你曾说过就算走到路的尽头
你还是坚持陪我陪着我
去找一个开始
就这样也找到了最后
不放手和你到最后
不管别人怎么看我
我只相信爱没错
不要对我怀疑太多
或去猜测我们的以后
不怕再多冷眼看我
我只相信爱没错
不问结果是什么
永远不算什么
永远不算什么
只要是曾经爱过

A few movies i wanna watch ...

The blue mansion

My girlfriend is a agent

他的轻狂留在某一节车厢

地下铁里的风比回忆还重

整座城市一直等着我

有一段感情还在漂泊

对他唯一遗憾是分手那天

我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来

若那一刻重来我不哭

让他知道我可以很好

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂

我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘

曾为他相信明天就是未来

情节有多坏都不肯醒来

我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望

我的心深深伤过却不会忘

我和他不再属于这个地方

最初的天堂最终的荒唐

如果还有遗憾又怎么样呢

伤了痛了懂了就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀

如今各自在人海流浪

逃不开爱越深越互相伤害

越深的依赖越多的空白
该怎么去爱

如果还有遗憾是分手那天
让他知道我可以很好

Hi guys ...

Very long never blog le ...

I have been super tired recently ...

Thats why it let me end up to be lazy ...

Oppps !!!

Ok ...

 Today is our Company off day ...

But i still got to come to work !!!!

Office totally blank and no ppl can !!!

Super boring ...

But lucky no ppl if not i cannot sleep ...

wahaha ...

Ytd went out with My click ...

As it was arron's 21st birthday ...

We went prawning ...

at Bishun ... super fun ...

Before that we went Queensway to wait for him ...

As he is working there ...

And we went to early so we decided to go for some game at circus circus ...

And we won this ...

Each one 1 ...

Wahaha ...

Super cute right ...

And headed down to Bishun ...

Prawning Time ...

First time try ...

But is super fun ...

And After prawning ...

Is BBQ time ...

We BBQ all our Prawn and eat it ...

It is super sweet and nice ...

as it is fresh ...

After prawning ...

we went west coast park for prata ...

Nice supper ...

I like super long never eat supper already ...

then headed home ...

after bathing is 4am in the morning already ...

and i got to wake up at 7am in the morning ...

super tired ... today ...

But is it fun la ...

I LOVE MY FRIENDS ...

u know, u know ... Booms!!!

Lol ...

Wahahahahahaha!!!

Cannot stand it ... BOOMS !!!!

From Miss Han to Mrs Toh ... Cousin I LOVE YOU !!

Ok friends ...

Recently i was still beening busy busy and still busy ...

I have alot of work got to do lei ...

all my work pile-ing leh ...

shit lor ...

from last friday ...

At NEC work OT ...

until 8pm plus ...

then Sat NEC stand by

...

And after when down to Corn's chalet

to give him a suprise ...

But he dun seem to be suprise ...

Sorry Corn...

Run out of ideal's ...

Forgive me ...

i will do better next time ...

And finally he 21 years old already ...

Haha ... that day is also lanten Festival so ...

I went to play lanten also ...

whaha ...

with my group of new friends and dric ...

look at my lanten ...

Sunday ... working also ...

At Zap's watches ...

Last Day there le ...

having fun there ...

and i am playing with the Osim device ...

wahaha ...

Super fun ...

Below is me and my favorite pose!

And after that when i reach home ...

I cannot find my DD Boi ...

And in the end i found out that ...

He went for grooming ...

wahaha ...

After grooming ...

He is still my handsome Boi !!!

Haiz ... and its finally monday ...

Work and working again ...

And OT till 8pm again ...

super tired ...

went i reach home ...

just play with my DD Boi awhile ...

Jiu get ready to sleep le ...

at this time i recieve a suprise call ...

It was H.E.A.R.T ...

We chat for awhile ... 

and he ask me stop doing OT ...

like i am Torturing  myself ...

somemore i got gastric pain ...

haha ...

glad that he still care ...

Tuesday ...

which is ytd ...

i Also OT to 8pm ... 

No choice ... too much thing got to finish ...

some more i stay back alone lei ...

then is today ... Wednesday ...

Work also ...

as busy ...

But the happpy thing is i am meeting my Ah lian jie (rui qi)

Wahaha ...

hope i will enjoy myself today ...

WORK HARD & PLAY HARD

Hihi ... Friends ...

I like quite long never blog already ...

I got alot alot of work to do ...

Becus my office cut cost ...

normally is 3 person in this department ... but now ...

Become ME one person doing ...

so like super busy ...

today must stay back for OT ...

to finish job that my colleague cannot finish ...

as she has been transfer to my HQ at HFC ...

Kind of miss her ... wahaha ...

Cus now my call centre is like blank ...

like fewer and fewer ppl left ...

like boring ...

But ... my pass few day ... was quite enjoy in my life ...

I got my D'olliejoy 1st bazaar at NUH with Rena...

Business was still ok ...

not as good as expected ...

But was super fun ...

Really enjoy this 2 days ...

learn alot of things and make alot of friends ...

And i go for the Gua Sha ...

for my neck and shoulder ...

Is super shiok ...

But my neck become dame red ...

Rena also did it but was not as bad as mine ...

Mine is 10x more red then her ...

Cus i am a toxic lady ...

wahaha ...

 

ok then at night where to Brina's church to meet Tay Black Bird ...

Becus is his birthday ...

wow is super fun that night to ...

we drive around ...

From redhill to yishun dam then to bedok and to changi ...

and is super fun ... wow ...

love the feeling ...

and Rena stay at my house that day ...

and we have a long gal's tok before we go to bed ...

and can u imagine ... when i reached home is like around 4plus in the morning already ...

wahahaha ...

Power right ....

 

The Jane's Times

Corn's birthday!

I tell you ...

The Mr Corn better thank me after your birthday ...

Wow lao ...

Is so hard to find 21 different flavors mooncake lor ...

must collect leh ...

Still got some mooncakes with dric he still dun pass it to me ...

ok i really nid dric to pass me all those mooncakes badly la ...
i nid to plan can ...

WANTED

FREDRIC QUEK ZI TENG

YOU ARE A WANTED MAN NOW ...

PLS CALL ME ASAP CAN?

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D'olliejoy

Count down to my D'olliejoy Bazaar 6 days ...

Still super excited ...

Today got to got pack stock again ...

I love my D'olliejoy !!!

Jia You Wor !!!

D'olliejoy $$$ roll roll roll

Huat ah!!!

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Life

Haiz ... just now take loading Bay lift ...

Suddenly feeling super giddy ...

Like going to black up anytime ...

like i had met something ...

Lunch eat what leh ...

hungry lei ...

&

Today my mood not bad ...
maybe due to Hearts ...

haha ...

But ytd i fail my test again ...

what the hell ...

then kana laugh by ppl ...

shit lor ...

 how can laugh at me ...

Bad lor ...

mood super good ...
but the giddiness just now is super bad ...

Lunch Lunch Lunch !!!

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HEARTS

Feel so loved today ...

wahaha ...

dun nod why ...

Hearts is busy with his work also ...

hehe ...

I love the feeling ytd ...

walking together to the mrt in the night ...

and talking happily ...

not like last time ...

HEARTS HEARTS HEARTS ...

Ok he super cute ytd can?

dun nod how to say...

 just super cute ...

always make me laugh ...

but only for ytd la ...

the other days he is not cute at all ...

maybe ytd he eat wrong medicine ...

Wahaha ...

Hi guys..

How did you spent your long weekends?

I spent it on working ...

Wahaha ...

Tired but happy ...

Sat: come back NEC to work for half day ...

Sun: JP for zaps watches

Mon: Pack and update stocks for D'olliejoy and after that evening JP zaps watch ...

Today he is not online ...

is he on leave  ?

Yesterday receive his call ...

Like super long never hear his voice ...

And the worst thing is ...

today test ...

same as him also ...

now's a days ...

Got a feeling ...

like i dun wanna see him ...

as long as i nod he is living happily ...

i am alright with everything ...

i can dun meet him forever ...

i can also dun contact him ...

as long as he is happy ...

Becus loving him with him by my side is too tired for me ...

Loving him without him by my side ...

maybe is a relief ...

So later if can i will quietly go for my test and will quietly leave without letting him nod ...

Anyway already use to that type of busy life ...

without him ...

I'm alright ...

but sometimes misses still apply ...

now my main focus is on my business (D'olliejoy)

Hope in 1 year time ...

this business of mine can grow ...

and maybe we can had a shop ...

Oh ya ... 

my 21st birthday coming leh ...

Friends ...

help me find place to celebrate can?

got cheap chalet intro?

of nice BBQ place ...

If not i might not be celebrating ...

May go overseas alone ...

Friends wanna join me for overseas trip?

Pls contract me ...

wahaha ...

Bankok

Hong Kong

Perth

choosing in process

haha ...

Countdown 7 days to D'olliejoy Bazaar @ NUH ...

Super excited ...

Haha ...

can say ...

at least now i am a small boss ...

finally ...

wahahah ...

at least before my 21st birthday

i have reach one of my dreams ...

haha ...

Haiz ...

hope tonight test can pass ...

Jia You ...

Jane Lee ...

Hope i will bring myself a better tomorrow !!

Monday Monday Monday

It MONDAY again ...

And its bluez ...

And i just updated my D'olliejoy ...

and i am like super ...

Busy Busy Busy

this whole week la ...

Why?

And wed & thurs

HFC ...

I don't like la ...

Food there like super ex ...

Transport there also ex ...

everything ex la ...

And i am offically broke for this month can ...

ok i just start to make brina's 21st bd present ...

abit too slow ...

but i am like super busy la ...

and i could not find the things i nid for the present ...

and today i tell you ...

I abit crazy ...

keep on disturb leonard ...

wahaha ...

maybe too tired le ...

faster 6 pm can ...

I wanna go home la ...

i wanna orh orh la ...

And i accidentally cut my finger ...

is super pain ...

but actually not so also ...

haha ...

dun nod what am i talking also ...

ok ...

i am just too boring here ...

ok lastly share with you guys a song ...

i heard this song ...

and let me think ...

some memories in the past ...

dun nod why ...

but it just flow up out of no where ...

this song is called

"sometimes when we touch"
By Dan Hill

You ask me if I love you and I choke on my reply

Id rather hurt you honestly than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you on what you say or do
Im only just beginning to see the real you
And sometimes when we touch
The honestys too much and I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you till I die
Till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity some tenderness survives
Im just another writer, still trapped within my truths
A hesitant prize fighter still trapped within my youth


And sometimes when we touch
The honestys too much and I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you till I die
Till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides


At times Id like to break you and drag you to your knees
At times Id like to break through and hold you endlessly
At times I understand you and I know how hard youve tried
Ive watch while love commands you
And Ive watched love pass you by
At times I think were drifters, still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister, but then the passion flares again


And sometimes when we touch
The honestys too much and I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you till I die
Till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides



PS: Still love you in my heart
And our story will contiune forever in my dreamz

Today come back to my own table in office ...

Feel so happy and relax ...

got my everything that i nid here ...

Love this feeling ...

not like dere ...

everything also dun have ...

like a ball kana kick here and there ...

today i late for work kana for boss ...

haha ...

must wait up more early next time ...

stupid bus la ...

let me wait so long ...

haha ...

today got a home sweet home feeling ...

And i am been welcome back ok !!!

Haha ...

I super miss Irene i guess ...

I dream of my corny crew went to perth to find Irene last night lei ...

Haha ...

Hungry ...

Lunch time faster can?