Since you give me 2 ways to choose ...
I choose ...
But none of the way is the way i want ...
Since you say u dun love me so much ...
I accept ...
But not in a way that i can accept ...
Since you ask me to stop crying ...
I stopped ...
But i can't control myself when i start to think of you ...
Since you say you are use to it already ...
I act as normal and joke around with you ...
But i hide my tears behind my smile, so that you dun feel so bad ...
Since you say you got things need to settle ...
I waited
But in the end i waited with no ending ...
Since you say maybe fate will bring us back together again ...
I wanted to wait ...
But you just dun give me a chance to wait ...and ask me to move on without you ...
How can you treat me this way ?
How do you expect me to live without you ?
How do i spend my weekend without you?
How can you bring me to your world and now throw me back to mine and expect me to accept all this over a night ?
How can you expect me to treat you like bro after just a night?
How can you expect me to change all my habit over a night?
How can you say time will help me with all this when you are not around with me?
How am i suppose to tell you ... can you think of my feeling also while i always think of yours first?
How are you going to understand how i really feel when you dun try to find back the feeling that we use to have ...
How are you going to understand why after everything i am still crying so badly?
Do you ever really ask me what i want before?
Do you relies what you tell me that night is what you want but not what i want?
Do you relies i wanna give you happiness you just dun accept and saying i am not the happiness you want?
Do you really try?
Do you really nod what i want by saying this will be for both of us?
Do you nod that I give you the happiness you want but i am not happy at all?
Becus i can't smile without you anymore ...
I really wanna try to give you the happiness you want ...
how can i forget that the promise we make to each other?
How can i forget we wanna go overseas together, wanna make almond pudding together, wanna celebrate my 21st birthday together when you tell me " this year your birthday i will be with you", i wanna cook black chicken soup for you and we will go eat sakae sushi together every month?
How am i going to accept all this ?
I hate myself for calling you that night.
I hate myself is not a rich person which and help you with all your business.
I hate myself loved you too much but not in a right way.
I hate myself i can't open the door in your heart.
I hate myself for not understanding enough.
I hate myself for not being as pretty as others girls.
I hate myself why i can't give you what you want.
I hate myself for not making you happy.
I hate myself that I always make you stress up.
I hate myself for all this becus i dun get a chance back anymore.
I hate myself for not being a good girlfriend.
Its all my fault.
But is this what i really deserve after all?
Can you answer my question?
Can you help me to stop crying but not saying "if you cry i will hang up the phone"?
Can we be like last time?
Can you still dote me like last time?
Can I tell you what happen to me everyday?
Can you still call me everynight and tell me you reach home already and tell me goodnight?
Can you still be my Lao gong?
Can we still Bao Bao?
Can we still go shopping together?
Can my family still become your family?
Can i still eat with you almost every day?
Can i still stay by your side and take care of you?
Can you dun let others to call you Lao Gong?
Can you still give me chance?
Can i still love you?
Can i still cook for you?
Can i still iron your clothes for you?
Can you dun leave me?
Can you dun think the bad way but the good?
Can you kiss my forehead like before?
Can we sleep side by side and talk to each other be we go to bed?
Can i request for a new chance and i will love you in a new way?
Can you answer all my questions?
I have not choice but to ask you all the question here...
Because you never wanna listen to how i feel when i talk to you ...
Darling i can't accept it ...
I try very hard ... but i can't ...
I already use to spent my weekends with you ...
But now no more ...
how am i going to live this way?
I dun want this ending ...
But you want ...
Since you say everytime is i give in...
Can you give in this time and let me be back to your side again?
Then i will not so xin ku ...
this xin ku get so bad...
even starting get together with you also will not like that ...
You say you yourself experience this pain before ...
you know how bad it is but why do you still had the heart to hurt me when you nod it will get so bad?
Can i get a answer from you?
I choose ...
But none of the way is the way i want ...
Since you say u dun love me so much ...
I accept ...
But not in a way that i can accept ...
Since you ask me to stop crying ...
I stopped ...
But i can't control myself when i start to think of you ...
Since you say you are use to it already ...
I act as normal and joke around with you ...
But i hide my tears behind my smile, so that you dun feel so bad ...
Since you say you got things need to settle ...
I waited
But in the end i waited with no ending ...
Since you say maybe fate will bring us back together again ...
I wanted to wait ...
But you just dun give me a chance to wait ...and ask me to move on without you ...
How can you treat me this way ?
How do you expect me to live without you ?
How do i spend my weekend without you?
How can you bring me to your world and now throw me back to mine and expect me to accept all this over a night ?
How can you expect me to treat you like bro after just a night?
How can you expect me to change all my habit over a night?
How can you say time will help me with all this when you are not around with me?
How am i suppose to tell you ... can you think of my feeling also while i always think of yours first?
How are you going to understand how i really feel when you dun try to find back the feeling that we use to have ...
How are you going to understand why after everything i am still crying so badly?
Do you ever really ask me what i want before?
Do you relies what you tell me that night is what you want but not what i want?
Do you relies i wanna give you happiness you just dun accept and saying i am not the happiness you want?
Do you really try?
Do you really nod what i want by saying this will be for both of us?
Do you nod that I give you the happiness you want but i am not happy at all?
Becus i can't smile without you anymore ...
I really wanna try to give you the happiness you want ...
how can i forget that the promise we make to each other?
How can i forget we wanna go overseas together, wanna make almond pudding together, wanna celebrate my 21st birthday together when you tell me " this year your birthday i will be with you", i wanna cook black chicken soup for you and we will go eat sakae sushi together every month?
How am i going to accept all this ?
I hate myself for calling you that night.
I hate myself is not a rich person which and help you with all your business.
I hate myself loved you too much but not in a right way.
I hate myself i can't open the door in your heart.
I hate myself for not understanding enough.
I hate myself for not being as pretty as others girls.
I hate myself why i can't give you what you want.
I hate myself for not making you happy.
I hate myself that I always make you stress up.
I hate myself for all this becus i dun get a chance back anymore.
I hate myself for not being a good girlfriend.
Its all my fault.
But is this what i really deserve after all?
Can you answer my question?
Can you help me to stop crying but not saying "if you cry i will hang up the phone"?
Can we be like last time?
Can you still dote me like last time?
Can I tell you what happen to me everyday?
Can you still call me everynight and tell me you reach home already and tell me goodnight?
Can you still be my Lao gong?
Can we still Bao Bao?
Can we still go shopping together?
Can my family still become your family?
Can i still eat with you almost every day?
Can i still stay by your side and take care of you?
Can you dun let others to call you Lao Gong?
Can you still give me chance?
Can i still love you?
Can i still cook for you?
Can i still iron your clothes for you?
Can you dun leave me?
Can you dun think the bad way but the good?
Can you kiss my forehead like before?
Can we sleep side by side and talk to each other be we go to bed?
Can i request for a new chance and i will love you in a new way?
Can you answer all my questions?
I have not choice but to ask you all the question here...
Because you never wanna listen to how i feel when i talk to you ...
Darling i can't accept it ...
I try very hard ... but i can't ...
I already use to spent my weekends with you ...
But now no more ...
how am i going to live this way?
I dun want this ending ...
But you want ...
Since you say everytime is i give in...
Can you give in this time and let me be back to your side again?
Then i will not so xin ku ...
this xin ku get so bad...
even starting get together with you also will not like that ...
You say you yourself experience this pain before ...
you know how bad it is but why do you still had the heart to hurt me when you nod it will get so bad?
Can i get a answer from you?
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