Stress and Moody!

Sad sad sad !!!

Moody Moody Moody !!!

Dun nod for what reason ...

Just feeling super eeee ...

Moody ...

Maybe becus of some stupid things and stupid people ...

Haiz ... dun nod le ...

And office gonna merge with Sotong Ball Side ...

EEE...

Dun like lor ...

super stress ...

Feel like going for a walk ...

And when i get paid ... i wanna go clubbing ...

Maybe with Chun Long Or Rui Qi ...

Go and relax and get myself crazy in the night ...

to many stress and disappointed things happen to me ...

Haiz i already say in nothing is free in this world lor ...

If i got a few days of happy and good time ...

There also be a few days of bad times ...

What to do?

Just relax and look forward to the great days after the bad lor ...

If there is a Pill can let me choose the memories i wanna delete ...

I think i will be the first to use bah ...

Forget all the "LOVE, SWEET, SAD & DISAPPOINTMENT" I get in this relationship ...

A get a brand new life ...

Not like now caught in the middle of no where !!!

Ok ...

few days never blog already ...

alot of things happen ...

disappointed & happy all come together.

DISAPPOINTED

This is not the first time i am feeling disapoointed with him ...

but this time round ...

haiz ...

i dun nod how to start ...

but i a long grandmother story ...

and the Conclusion is:

I had become a brainless and stupid person out of no where ...

and all this come out from his mouth ...

I already tell him i dun wish to quarrel with him ...

But ...

Haiz ...

Nevermind ...

therewill not be any change to let me quarrel with him again ...

becus from now on ...

he is he ...

I am I ...

We will not cross each other line ...

last time he say that i am childish ...

but in the end ...

he is with someone which is more childish then i am ...

and what i do for him last time till now is just my stupid act to him ...

But now is all over ...

I think he will be super happy bah ...

if he see this ...

he alway wanted this to happen ...

Cus he that day just tell me ...

I am still so sticky toward him ...

now i will not stick to him already ...

I will let him go ...

Go off completely and he can go for wat he wants ...

no need to scare that there is any misunderstanding ...

HAPPY

Happy is i had booked my chalet and i am already on the process of planning for the food ...
and i had booked the time in all my friends calendar ...
And i feel so excited ...
Hope i can have a unforgetable birthday chalat ..
and on my facebook event list ...
he msg me ...
and tell me he may or may not be going ...
But i never reply ...
Just dun wanna bother he anymore, with any misundstood between us ...
So let it end here ...
He wanna go like who is his business ...
no my problem anymore ...

21st Birthday Chalet !

Hi friends ...

My Birthday Chalet is confirm ...

I will be celebrating my 21st birthday on the 12th Dec 09

From 5pm to Midnight !!!

Join in the fun with me ...

Below is the map ...

This is how it look like from outside ...

This is the living Room ...

Another view of my chalet living room ...

The Bedroom ...

The cooking area ...

I guess will be very fun bah ....

The Best Song to Describe my feeling toward "him" !!!

你总爱编织谎言我负责配合表演

所有改变只为了进入你的世界

这情节重复了一百遍

才发现是你的心太野

你划定楚河汉界我不能轻易犯规
所有时间都是先给了你优先权

不自觉爱到不敢冒险

成了你的傀儡一年两年

才看见我有多狼狈

爱到妥协到头来还是无解

绑着你不让你飞

历史不断重演我好累

爱到妥协也无法将故事再重写

你已下最后通牒我躲在我的世界

妥协-蔡依林

你划定楚河汉界我不能轻易犯规

所有时间都是先给了你优先权

不自觉爱到不敢冒险

成了你的傀儡一年两年

才看见我有多狼狈

爱到妥协到头来还是无解

绑着你不让你飞

历史不断重演我好累

爱到妥协也无法将故事再重写

你已下最后通牒我躲在我的世界

你只是害怕一个人睡

我不想在为你掉泪

我了解不会变不再徘徊

开始自己的明天

爱到妥协到头来还是无解

绑着你不让你飞

历史不断重演我好累

爱到妥协也无法将故事再重写

你已下最后通牒我躲在我的世界